Showing posts with label not for the weak. Show all posts
Showing posts with label not for the weak. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

not for the weak. I'm just gonna say it.

Weight Watchers is killing me. I feel like I'm starving to death. I'm not use to doing points. I'm use to keeping track of my macros. I would take in more when I worked out and less when I didn't.......with WW it doesn't matter.....still the same points. Not fun.

For the past few days I've been hungry in a way I don't know how to describe. Due to the sudden stop of colas, caffeine, and most sugars unless they are in fruits my head is killing me. I know that this is probably to be expected but I can't even concentrate....I can't even do my masters........I think the concentration problem is due to the low carbs. When you deplete your body of usual carbs it effects your thought process. I know this. I know that this is how it goes...but It's not fun.

I don't really have a lot of weight still to lose..it's mostly vanity pounds. I don't know why I am punishing myself like this....why? Because I have such goals with my fitness & I thought this would be a good way to keep track of things....but omg. This sucks. I am not happy with the situation at all.

If things don't improve I'm not going to do WW after this month. I can find easier ways to track my foods & fill my belly. I don't have to starve to get the body I want.