Showing posts with label 03/07/12. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 03/07/12. Show all posts

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

not for the weak. I'm just gonna say it.

Weight Watchers is killing me. I feel like I'm starving to death. I'm not use to doing points. I'm use to keeping track of my macros. I would take in more when I worked out and less when I didn't.......with WW it doesn't matter.....still the same points. Not fun.

For the past few days I've been hungry in a way I don't know how to describe. Due to the sudden stop of colas, caffeine, and most sugars unless they are in fruits my head is killing me. I know that this is probably to be expected but I can't even concentrate....I can't even do my masters........I think the concentration problem is due to the low carbs. When you deplete your body of usual carbs it effects your thought process. I know this. I know that this is how it goes...but It's not fun.

I don't really have a lot of weight still to lose..it's mostly vanity pounds. I don't know why I am punishing myself like this....why? Because I have such goals with my fitness & I thought this would be a good way to keep track of things....but omg. This sucks. I am not happy with the situation at all.

If things don't improve I'm not going to do WW after this month. I can find easier ways to track my foods & fill my belly. I don't have to starve to get the body I want.